Plan "B"

Since I've started blogging, I've felt a pressure valve released. Granted not all the pressure has been released in my public blogs. I've cast a lot of confessions into the ether that is the 'net. it's quite possible that noone has read the pages, but more likely, someone has seen, read and thought about the events that have shaped my life. Thoughts and feelings I have about events and actions of my past. Some I'm proud of - many I'm not. In my own way, it's made me feel committed to improving myself. What a waste for someone to read through my old blogs long after I've expired only to find that I didn't grow!

Sometimes, I feel like a grown-up. No. That's not exactly it. Sometimes, I feel like I've matured and I've gotten past the uncomfortableness (the struggle) of dealing with the feelings that come with living in the body of a grown-up.

In reality though, I still like to run in the rain and draw on construction paper.