Plan "B"

I sent her this blog address. She can read it or not. She can email me back or not. To be honest, I don't know if I'll ever hear from her again although it's only been 4 days. She may have blocked my email address, or she might be driving here right now. I honestly don't know, but I don't think it's either of those.

Every time I get an answer to a question from her, I have more questions, but I do at least have a sense of closure. At least now I know why I'm divorced. That has caused me a lot of pain over the past four years. Those were long years.

I hope I will have the opportunity to express my side to her.

I just spent some time re-reading most of my blog entries. I rant about how busy I am at work a lot. I thought I had quit being such a workaholic. Maybe the more recent entries will minimize the older entries on that subject.

Next, I talk a lot about my divorce and dating and remarriage - yes, even in this blog. I'm still not ready to show my other blog to anyone. Someday, but I'm waiting for Google to not return some entries that they have in their cache. I need to because I confessed some things that happened to me, and I don't want to hurt anyone unnecessarily.

Next, I remember saying that I'd never consider leaving the country for vacation, but I sure do like to travel outside the U.S. now. I really like taking pictures of my feet when I go on vacation alone.

I'm thinking about a vacation to release some of the stress I've been having. Open suggestions to all: Where should I go?


hG